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Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 8:45 AM

Good Morning bloggers! Just woke up, will be getting ready for work later. Today will be the training. I really am grateful to have such a good friend, thanks to her i got a proper job. Friendship needs no words.

This is actually a random picture that i love so much. Look at that love.

So...i got my camera! Dad bought for me the samsung pl150, which has 12.4 megapixels, a 1.5'' front lcd and also many other cool features. I got the black and blue colour. Dad also got me an extra battery and two mmc (8g and 4g).

This is a picture of my baby brother that i took using my camera, also added a vignetting effect from the camera itself.

Some other pictures of my house and the view captured with the samsung pl150.

Then after that bought some clothes for my little brothers, dad wanted to get me a brand new heel from charles and keith but damn they don't have any of my size, bloody hell! But dad gave me some cash:) Then we had dinner at siam' s kitchen. I ordered the beef noodle which nisa say and i quote 'better then sex sia', haha. The food was delicious. Then went home and watch movies with little brothers.

Today mummy's gonna turn our lines back on! Like at last. I also psycho ed mum to upgrade our setup box. Dad is also buying the vaio charger for us, atlast we can use the vaio laptop and not have to share. So now i'll be watching tv, mum cooked nasi lemak so i'm gonna eat, haha, rest awhile then off to work.

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I loved to not forgive
And though you've break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while i hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day.

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Survive

Sunday, May 30, 2010 @ 8:48 AM

Good morning people! Just woke up, mummy cooking thosai. Yesterday me, my family and Rizal went to the new woodland waterfront and it was GORGEOUS! Not to mention soo many people! Foreigners, makciks, pakciks, kids, aunty, uncles, grandparents, mats and minah reps, fisherman and many more, haha. The carpark was full so vehicles start piling at the road side. The woodland waterfront has the longest jetty and yes it is super long. Must go and see people! People barbecue, picnic, play games and everything. The scenery was amazing, we can see malaysia much more closer now. Dad bought KFC for us. It was supper windy, the atmosphere was great and this is just face 1, not fully complete yet. Can't wait to see more.

So yeah, today is sunday. Tomorrow going to work for training :) Dad got his bonus which was like 12k!! YUHOOO!! HAHAHA. This is more then last year. So yeah, my line is going to be on back. Dad also wants to get me a new camera!! I thought of getting the new samsung pl150 which has the dual lcd, which has one lcd in front of the camera.

Not sure yet, will be surveying first. Dad also want to treat us to dinner later. Will be updating more later at night. Life is definitely getting better. I want to forget him, its hard but i have to. Currently i'm not dating anyone, actually i haven't even got to know a single guy, i don't know. I'm just not interested i guess. I just need to be independent, change my unhealthy lifestyle. I need to be able to live without a guy. I'm doing great so far, so proud of myself.

To you,

I don't wanna talk about it
it makes me wanna cry
everytime I pour out my emotions
I feel emptier inside.
I don't know how to play it like im not in love with you,
but i'll try.
even though I do still..

miss you,
just like the air that I breath,
I need you with me
Im not gonna lie,
I cant imagine my life without you, but I..
suppose I will survive.

Im not gonna play myself
everytime my cell rings, checking for your name,
I promise that i'll never tell you how I feel
when I know that you don't feel the same.
did you think that you can hurt me so?
I just gotta let you go.
everytime I find myself alone,
ohhh I..

don't try to explain why your loves changed
boy you really broke my heart this time,
I wont let it take away my pride,
of who I am inside.
Boy im torn between everything
how could I feel nothing?
I would have done anything..
if it would mean I could make you love me.
your the one I need, but you still believe,
we could never be.....

and I miss you
more than the air that I breath,
I need you with me
Im not gonna lie,
and I cant imagine myself without you, but I..
suppose I will survive..

i'll be fine
don't worry about me
i'll be ok

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