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the start of the beginning
Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 3:36 AM
The start of a new beginning is coming soon. Two new things that is going to happen. A drastic change in my life, firstly a soon to be wife and secondly a soon to be mummy. Frankly i am scared, going into a totally new life at a young age but i believe in myself and thats the reason i've gone this far. My fiance is Muhd Nor Hassan, we're getting married on the 29 of Oct 2010. Alhamdullilah, most of the preparations are settled thanks to my mum and dad. Really love and appreciate them so much. So many shits i've done but still they always give me the best they can. I just don't want to hurt them anymore. Things happen for a reason, maybe there is something good that will come out from this in the end. Even this journey is not easy, being separated from him when i'm pregnant. The sleepless nights, baby wants to sleep with his daddy i guess. Only get to meet fiance 1 day each week, he's working hard for us. Anyways, this coming 9 september is my scanning for the date due and sex! ish, can't wait!!
 this is the baby scan at 13weeks :)
I'm hoping for a boy but fiance has the feeling that its going to be a girl. Either one i'll still love our baby. I've quit smoking and drinking btw :)
Not everything is well, my little brother Rahman is now in prison. I just want him to change and quickly get out from there. Can't wait to visit him. Cried that day talking to fiance about him, because every time i eat i'll think of him. Mum is also sad every time. Just hope he sees how much we love him and change when he comes out.
Nisa and ryan overnight at my house yesterday. So shiok! Some pictures of Ryan, he's so vain..look at him cam-whoring..haha





Hungry seh now! Feel like eating tom yam! Doctor advise me not to fast, so daddy say don't fast. Though i'm ard 4mths my stomach has just a slight change. Hopefully my stomach won't grow very big so i can fit into my wedding dresses. Can't wait to get married, lol. Will be staying at my place first while waiting for our own house. Fiance made so many plans for me, he wants to send me to makeup school. Insyallah it will happen. My plan is to still continue working when baby comes out. We want to be financially stable. If we rely on fiance pay, its enough but we won't have that extra money to save.
Ku doa semoga semua jalan dengan lancar dan selamat. Ku doa semoga cinta kami tidak akan padam.
More to say tomorrow, my blog ain't dead yet :) Good morning people!
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