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him that i love, i which to be free
Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 10:48 AM
if only there's a place like this
i've got about a million things in my to do list and i have only completed one which is in this case i got a job. my new job is at Shiraz, clark quay as a door hostess, which is so hot since i get to glam up and meet beautiful and foreign people. Yesterday was my first day and it was the best first day of all the jobs i had. the people there are these friendly people- chatting like it seems we've been friends for years now. i especially favoured this one chinese colleuge of mine. so to say she's the one who teaches me how to be more aggressive than my usual smiling all the time self since there are lost of this 'itchy' guys. i also saw this reggae slash lebanon dude who is a malay, haha, playing the tabla (i think its called a tabla) for the belly dancer and he seems familiar. apparently we saw each other once at oosh, the place i used to work and by the way he's our resident entertainer. the belly dancer seemed like her body was disjointed from her hips. she literally moves likes a snake. yesterday there were lots of those 'itchy' guys, i basically got some foreign guy numbers, haha. i did throw them away, obviously i already have my significant half. the ones i remembered was this american pilot who ask me to email him and another italian guy who say "if you don't call me than i will find you here" in his italian accent. me not being rude just noded, faking the best smile i could.
yesterday was a unanimous disaster, me and my little brother fought. we were shouting with rizal there (he's a close family friend), i know in his mind it must have been so awkward for him but nevertheless its not his first seeing me flaring up. mummy came out and stopped us and then continue blabbering. i slammed the door shut and didn't go out until my stomach growled for food. i'm ok today but i know my brother, he won't talk to me until i do. he's that type. stupid fucked really pissed me of yesterday after a long time of shits he been giving me!
anyways i'm up early today, just had my breakfast. the boyfriend is still asleep i guess. today he will be sending me to work. i miss him. now he's working under harry's bar. he seems damn interested and he looks happy so for now i'm happy for him too. lola, my cat is making his stupid noises so i would let him enter my room but i'm just ignoring him, haha. oh and yeah, one of my friend just gave birth to a beautiful baby boy, congratulations babe! now basically just me and my lappy. i guess i'm going to watch my 'episodes'.
i'm counting down to the day, the final day. we will spend time together like one mad couple..12 days to go..
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