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Moving on
Friday, January 9, 2009 @ 11:36 AM
Hypocrites seize to exist in my life. Since they are my friends, i would not call them a hypocrite. They just have less integrity. Their lack of integrity has given them a distorted perception of me. I thought i had stay cleared of hypocrites and the people around me are authentic, but i guess i was wrong. Its so easy to spot bad guys in movies. They look bad. They act bad. If only the bad guys in real life is that easy to spot. Hypocrites should examine themselves for a very long time before condemning others. Anyways, life was too good to be true and proven correct. Getting sick again, maybe because of this damn weather. Feeling very bored right now. Ryan will arrive around 2. Little brother just left, leaving me alone in this house. Staring at this blunt machine not knowing what more to do. Abandon by that someone, but i do not need you to stand. I was doing fine before you came into my live and i will be doing fine when you leave. Its official. Yes, i am everything you thought i ever was, but it was my past. Contradicting me because of my past does not do you any good because i could not turn back the time to make it all better. It would just only hurt you. Listening to others and telling me what they say was a stupid mistake of yours because if you really loved me you would not even have cared to ask, because it was my past. I did not ask you about your past because i did not care who u were, i just care about who you are now when you are with me. I do not need to change. How would change do me any good? Would you love me more and stop listening to others? Are you sure? Enough of this bullshit. Everything happens for a reason. Life has to move on and so have i.
forever && ever babe, ♥i promise
shima
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