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babysitting
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 10:38 PM




 As usual, babysit Ryan until his mum picked him up. Time is better filled up than the usual going out and not earning any money. This babysitting gig is just temporary for me until i get a job. Though i would miss Ryan. This is the down side. The separation after you have cared and felt the bond.
Settled things with boify. Met him yesterday and meeting him again later. I don't feel so bored nowadays without boify because of Ryan. Taking care of him takes my mind of everything else. Hopefully me and boify could start afresh. Build a better and stronger relationship. That is what i hope for, although not quite sure if that is also what he wants. I just want this year to be different, in a good way. My new year resolution is i just want to change my ways. Its now or never. I have to start changing or else i can't stop. I know i can with the help of boify. I just want my life to be better, like in movies. Perfect. Which is so far from reality. But who knows maybe it could happen. Life is short. So live it to the fullest. Reality, fantasy..whatever you want it to be.
forever && ever babe, ♥i promise
shima
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