harap salah silap saya dapat dimaafkan, kalau lah kata-kata saya pernah menyinggung hati mu harap juga dimaafkan. Halal kan la segale makan minum yg korg blanje aku !:P
Pada hari ini aku rase gembira dan juga sedih kerane adik ku Rahman tidak dapat menyambut Hari Raya bersama. Aku harap adik ku tidak berape sedih di dalam dan sentiase tahu bahawa kami tk pernah lepas memikir tentang nya. Aku juga sedih kerane baru-baru ini aku telah kehilangan dua pakcik ku. Ku mohon kepada-Nye bahawa mereka ada dekat disisi mu.
Ok enough of my lame ass malay, sorry friends if my malay is so like !@#$. Anyways i love listening to takbir raya!! As usual, broke fast at nenek's house with everyone. The food was extra delicious today. Umi 'suap' me lontong and rendang! Then all the boys went down, they exchange food and we got some yummy kuihs and stuff. I can also here kids playing fire crackers which is like music to my ears during this day. I will be wearing dark purple this year, hehe. Can't wait for tomorrow. Definitely everyone will be kecoh-ing about me and my cousin brother getting married soon. Weee~~
Jeng jeng jeng, TODAY'S HOT NEWS! haha.. went to NUH with fiance for baby scan.......and guess what ITS A BOY!! I won't the bet, no surprise there, i always win. Anyways we've decided to name him Md. Shaqil Matin. Loved fiance's reaction when he saw the baby scan. Alhamdullilah, so far everything is normal. I LOVE MY BOYS! lol. Everyone shared our joy also. So happy that we have all this support around us. Now fiance is more strict on my eating habits, literally had to beg him for me to drink coke. =.=' Matin was so cute, he even made the doctor laugh..he had his legs spread far apart, exposing his bird-bird. Haha,,ISH CAN'T WAIT! date due is 9 febuary 2011 :) Next appointment will be at polyclinic on the 16sept then scanning again on 4oct at NUH. Looking forward to that also. Some pictures :)
Kla friends, will update more soon, super hungry! xoxo, Shima
the start of the beginning
Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 3:36 AM
The start of a new beginning is coming soon. Two new things that is going to happen. A drastic change in my life, firstly a soon to be wife and secondly a soon to be mummy. Frankly i am scared, going into a totally new life at a young age but i believe in myself and thats the reason i've gone this far. My fiance is Muhd Nor Hassan, we're getting married on the 29 of Oct 2010. Alhamdullilah, most of the preparations are settled thanks to my mum and dad. Really love and appreciate them so much. So many shits i've done but still they always give me the best they can. I just don't want to hurt them anymore. Things happen for a reason, maybe there is something good that will come out from this in the end. Even this journey is not easy, being separated from him when i'm pregnant. The sleepless nights, baby wants to sleep with his daddy i guess. Only get to meet fiance 1 day each week, he's working hard for us. Anyways, this coming 9 september is my scanning for the date due and sex! ish, can't wait!! this is the baby scan at 13weeks :)
I'm hoping for a boy but fiance has the feeling that its going to be a girl. Either one i'll still love our baby. I've quit smoking and drinking btw :)
Not everything is well, my little brother Rahman is now in prison. I just want him to change and quickly get out from there. Can't wait to visit him. Cried that day talking to fiance about him, because every time i eat i'll think of him. Mum is also sad every time. Just hope he sees how much we love him and change when he comes out.
Nisa and ryan overnight at my house yesterday. So shiok! Some pictures of Ryan, he's so vain..look at him cam-whoring..haha
Hungry seh now! Feel like eating tom yam! Doctor advise me not to fast, so daddy say don't fast. Though i'm ard 4mths my stomach has just a slight change. Hopefully my stomach won't grow very big so i can fit into my wedding dresses. Can't wait to get married, lol. Will be staying at my place first while waiting for our own house. Fiance made so many plans for me, he wants to send me to makeup school. Insyallah it will happen. My plan is to still continue working when baby comes out. We want to be financially stable. If we rely on fiance pay, its enough but we won't have that extra money to save.
Ku doa semoga semua jalan dengan lancar dan selamat. Ku doa semoga cinta kami tidak akan padam.
More to say tomorrow, my blog ain't dead yet :) Good morning people!
Jeng Jeng Jeng
Saturday, June 12, 2010 @ 9:37 PM
Been sick these past few days. Vomitted a few times, having headaches and feeling very tired. Some schedule mistakes so i had to work. Bf was so sweet to buy dinner for me and send it to my work place. He's now playing soccer with his friends. Tomorrow both of us will be working.
Anyways watched world cup just now with my dad. Whats up with Greece? HAHA. Korea beat them 2-0. So mum changed our set-up box to HD. Mum also subscribe for the world cup, so i can also watch it in my room! Bf also can watch, since he will be staying over more often now because his workplace is near my area. Bf's family is going to move to woodlands!! Wee~ Bf's dad also gave him a bike which has been paid for, i mean everything so he just has to pay for the oil. Now he just needs to pass his freaking license which he said he would before his little brother Spadey pass. So that would be his motivation, haha.
My block is being repainted. The new colour is so cute!! I am so in love with it. Turqouise :) Now waiting for him to reach home..
Friday Night Laughs
Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 1:03 AM
Just reached home from watching the movie Karate Kid with Bf. Will smith's son was cute and hilarious. Its was a fun movie to watch.
Last monday, me, bf & friends went karaoke. Some pictures:)
Complete
Sunday, June 6, 2010 @ 4:30 PM
Bf send me to work then fetch me from work. He overnight at my place. Dad ordered KFC for us then we all plus Hafiz went to Woodland waterfront. Bf like real want to fish, haha. Campak juran pon tk pass, haha. Pictures will be updated in my next post. I'm super lazy to upload it now.
Me at work :)
Its A Girly Affair
Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 5:55 PM
Somebody call 911
Record breaking for me, i actually got ready in about 20mins to go Powerhouse last night. My friend drove us there, so i wasn't that tired. A few of our guy friends were there, Leo was there with Ira and a bunch of other girls. There were a lot of drinks! Uncountable jugs, drinks from strangers and Leo's friends opened a bottle. The Dj console was at a different place now. Not at the back anymore.
Lucky for me no hangover today. Nenek is coming home soon. Aunty is buying for her the hospital bed before she can return home. At last our Vaio lappy can be use!! Dad's going to send the tv in my room for repair. I miss watching tv in my room.
I miss you.
Work then Club
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 @ 8:14 PM
At work right now, will be finishing late today around 10.30. Last minute plans by Leo. Called me up saying she's going Powerhouse with Ira and the gang so she wants me to come. Only because i'm not working tomorrow i'm going to follow. My friends will be fetching me from my place.
Now there's nothing to do, done all the things i was suppose to. Cleaned my desk area, haha. Did the report for my boss, it was like checking for dates and photocopying hundreds of papers. All my colleagues missing in action now, haha. They gave me some chocolate cake just now, delicioso! Now just FB-ING and BLOGGING, i read a lot here. Lots of free time, like i said 'gajibuta'. One of the clients here just gave me a toner and moisturizer, so sweet right :)
Work is fun, this is my type of job. Have to rush home after work. Haven't seen nor party with my gfs for a long time and i'm really looking forward to it.